Just how life is sometimes...

I havent been posting the past few days because i simply didnt know what to say. I have a lot of things going on in my life right now and i barely manage to form a proper thought. So it was probably for the best that i didnt. 

However.. im trying my best to go on, to sort the mess that is my thoughts, to figure out how i should move on from here on. It can be a lot. I think most people will understand the feeling when everything just gets too much. When the thoughts just get too loud and when you just dont feel like yourself anymore. 

BUT ive been making some progress in the last couple of days. It may not be much but i think even the tiniest of steps still count as that STEPS. Steps until i finally feel like myself again. 

I feel like some sun and time at the beach could solve a lot of my problems but thats not an option right now so for now its baby steps, proper eating habits, walks and most importantly time with and for myself.