the future is scary asf

VENTTTT !!!!!!

so far my life is pretty ordinary in the sense that i am average, i dont have much hobbies and wish i did, i dont have a specific traits that stick out like particularly good at math or science. Other than being a socially awkward kid, no other traits can get me to be different so i just kind of feel lost and have no passion for anything specific for my career. Some of my friends want to go study and work abroad which im happy for, some want to work in something more artistic like dkv or visual communication design, and the rest want to work in something regarding technology or business. I dont have where i want to go, i'll probably settle with accounting maybe since idk it seems like i'd give me a stable outcome but that's it. I'll see all my friends having these careers they WANT to go to instead of settling with something basic, they will ENJOY it and maybe even get rich by it. I wish i was passionate abt something, i wish i had hobbies. Sometimes i dont even see my future and just imagine the peaceful feeling of just dying before i graduate. I just feel like everyone seems to already get their whole lives together while im just trying to distract myself to the fact that i HAVE to go to college and get a job. It feels like im too late to start over. The only reason i continue to live is just so i could meet my friends and have fun. I just wish i could stay in my comfy room, eat, sleep, and live my whole life like that in isolation.