The patriarch's fear will forever be comforted

regardless of the queer that bleeds from his system

fuck off

Everyone turned they're back on me when I came out to my dad, the very people that hugged me and respected my identity, just because of his fear.

He says "it's hard to gender you as a man" and the sister agreed when she was the first to change it immediately 

He says "I don't understand why you want to be a boy" and his girlfriend agreed when she was the first to smile and call me her little boy

He says "I won't call you by your name" and the family follows, when discrete from his knowledge they all called and saw me.

Fuck off I will destroy the wires of your pleasant body and shape a world with my tears, very blurry so that you don't know if I'm a boy or a victim

"misogyny bleeds through the cracks of every possible interaction"