i'm eating noodles & i am nostalgic

i think it's natural to be nostalgic when all you've done for a year is sit inside and wish you could go somewhere, anywhere, and see people again. lately all i want is to be able to get a ton of takeout from some hole-in-the-wall restaurant and sit on the floor cross-legged with my friends and eat food off of a bunch of paper plates and share our orders with each other. i miss eating with other people so much. i miss taking bites of other people's food and wishing i had ordered what they did instead, but enjoying all of it. it was so simple and i want to experience it again so badly. i guess maybe next time i get to eat with friends it won't feel so carefree, but i hope it does again eventually. i want to go to the park and sit on the grass or on a blanket and eat sandwiches we picked up on the way. i want to cook for my friends. all i have done for a year is cook for myself, and it is hard to make it feel anywhere as special. i want to go to some greasy fast-food restaurant at one in the morning and laugh a little too loudly on the walk home.