Lots of shit

I'm tired of everything. It's gone to shit way too fast 

I'd love to tell them all to go to hell. I guess those are thoughts you have when you're tired, but I really can't take it anymore. It's getting harder and harder. I don't want to continue with this.

Nothing is enough to suppress my anger anymore; it just keeps getting stronger and bigger to the point where I want to completely destroy myself. I can't stand myself; I hate myself. 

I hate being so angry, I hate exploding at everyone more and more.I hate not being able to live peacefully because of all the anger building up inside me.