dailyRoutine_ 220111

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dailyRoutine is what i call these entries. the name comes from the animal collective song. im kinda enjoying my 20s right now.

i do things i always thought of doing; mundane, monotonous things like being in my room and listening to music. and hanging things up on the walls. and having a drafting table.

so much to enjoy and appreciate and as entitled as i feel to it, i recognize that i would not have any of it without the help of others. theres a certain level of pride you can attain before you admit your own faults as quirks and traits. the right person can help you see those faults and change them. Tim helped me with that; dad too.

The list keeps going and more branched out the more i think about it. i swear the way i think is like a funnel: it starts small and two thoughts later and im shrouded in ideas and potentialities. i over think and always have, thats why i enjoyed writing fiction when i was 9. to really spend time reliving days as a kid, being 6 or 7 is hilarious. i was always talking funny, trying to be something better. was it what i wanted or what i knew ? 

sometimes i think of the time i planned an entire project with jack. we were gonna be lou costello and bud abbott, two new jersey legends. Fourth graders had the honor of participating in the elementary school's wax museum, where you get to become anyone famous from New Jersey and put on a show. we planned everything and it worked out great, the class loved it and dthe day after we would present it to the school, but on the day we were to perform our project i bailed. i had assembly so i went there and always felt bad that i didn't tell jack. dang.

u think it would be a turnoff if someone saw a twenty-something year-old blogging? like im online a little too much and masking it as "branding." still, that branding made us $900 in six months alone, much more than the music ever did. i knew i could do it.

listening to Daft Punk's Discovery. its number 68 on /mu (and i dont go on mu, i dont).

gonna get back to shopify now. thanks

-steven