Dead bug

I was having a happy moment with my family- I was eating a god awful smoothie of my own creation, to sour and yogurty. my siblings and my father were playing a game with my fidget ball, I found myself thinking how 'glad I am to have this family' but then I remembered what they did to me and the moment was gone. later in the bathroom I saw a crushed bug and thought 'this is going to be me one day crushed by my family for existing.' 

-Ferah