bronze

i feel so fat. i need to control myself. ive already eaten a quesadilla, a packet of whoppers, three andes mints, and one packet of gushers. i feel so fat. im not having dinner, im going to say i just had a late lunch and im not eating. god. i havent even been working out much recently. i want to be skinny by highschool, but its not going well. i need to lose at least ten pounds before i go on any of my fun trips. im ashamed of my fat stomach, ive got rolls like thanksgiving dinner at grandma's. sorry rip grandma. you made the best dinner rolls. ive lost ten pounds already, yes, but if i dont keep working, i'll just gain it all back. i feel ashamed of myself sometimes. not sometimes, usually all the time. god i wish i had an easy way out.