another stupid poem xwx

dear god,

how am i supposed to live a normal life

im so angry

i should be happy

it's over

but it's happening over and over again

but it's not you this time

it's me

i miss you

don't say you'll take care of me

i don't know how to live anymore

i never want to feel powerless again

they took everything from me

and now the world means nothing to me 

but if i really loved you

i would love myself

we never needed each other