balance

i have not posted here in forever but i have nothing better to do so i might as well just talk about what ive been up to. 

recently life is so underwhelming i guess, i always expected id get older and feel different and like i have more opportunity but it just seems like nothings changed. Things seemed to be getting better over the summer but now im out of a job and im schooling online and all my friends are back to school and work so im just back to where i started with nothing to do all day but sit around and thats just not a great feeling. 

on a positive note, ive been finding alot more music and making/burning mixtapes which is pretty fun. Ive made like 6 tapes, 5 in my animal friends series and one, one of mixtapes so thats been fun.   

my top streamed song for last year where

sing about me, im dying of thirst - kendrick lamar

falling out the sky - armand hammer & earl sweatshirt

living room - grouper

sextape - deftones

tomorrow never came - lana del ray