I'm tired of living

I am genuinely tired of living, nothing excites me anymore, I feel like I'm at rock bottom, trying to scream for help but no one comes, the pressure my father puts on me to choose what I want to do/work in the future is too much, but for me at ten years old, I would never get past the age I am today, I hope all this gets better and that I can lay my head on the pillow and sleep peacefully, without any more worries, just me and the silence.