Limerence

Even after you said you wouldn’t come back Im still waiting, hoping that you’ll change your mind and decide you wanna talk to me again. I don't even want you to like me anymore, i just want us to be friends like we were before. I wanna hear you make fun of me like how you used to. I dint care how much you insult me I just want you to return, nothing more. I’ve recently have been growing a fear of not having you in my life before I die. It’s happening again. That same exact pain in my chest. Even if i send you a text I know you wont reply. You left to forget me didn’t you? I need to get over you but I cant. It’s embarrassing how Im still thinking about after months. You didn’t even stay for that long either. But there was something about you, something I want. Im so close to texting you, but Im so scared. Did you ever think about me for a second for these past few months? Or did you completely erase me from your memory. Im still waiting even though I know I cant anymore. You have no idea how baldy im yearning for you.