Starting the new year off singleđź’”

I tried writing this over and over but I kept deleting it.


I've been single for a few months now and that, combined with being in a new place is hard, the good thing is, I've finally found a community full of sweet supportive people in the ATL punk scene which is fantastic <3

While I'm so happy to have that going on in my life now and my loneliness for the most part has subsided, I can't help but feel a bit down about not being in a relationship anymore. My last partner and I didn't have a bad breakup, we split due to the distance but we're still best friends. I couldn't imagine how distraught I'd be if we didn't talk anymore. 

I miss the intimacy and the funny bubbly feeling that comes with thinking about the person you love. I miss being able to hold someone and have them hold me. I miss going on dates. I miss being told "I love you". I miss it all dearly.

Maybe one day I won't miss it so much anymore. Hopefully soon, who knows?

Maybe one day I'll be what someone needs.


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