letter to sun 𖤓°⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Dear Sun ⋆☀︎｡

Sometimes I wonder what my life would look like if I had never met you. And such musings make one fact obvious: God put you in my life. Ever since you waltzed into my days, a lot of things have taken new meaning to me. When I was a little girl, I prayed to God to give me a brother, and now that I am twenty-two, I realized he gave me you.

You have changed me in a lot of peculiar ways; you reminded me of the joys of creating. Your passion and stubborn-ness to constantly make something new and exciting continue to inpire me every day. You remind me that art is the pursuit of soul, not of perfection.

Somewhere in between days full of nonsensical laughing, driving around, and eating yummy foods, I realized this: I have found a platonic soulmate in you. Everytime you open your mouth and tell me stories of your youth and how you grew up, sometimes it felt like I was looking in a mirror. It was so weird and wacky how two completely different childhoods conjured such similar people.

But my rambling aside, I do have a lot of gratefulness foryou. Thank you for being by my side no matter how crazy I can be, thank you for always doing all sorts of stupid activities, thank you for always being open to new experiences, thank you for suffering through the most awkward moments of your life just to keep me company. I honestly have absolutely no idea what I would do without your lovable self standingby my side. You’re a bright shining star in my night sky, and I find myself constantly wishing that days spent with you would somehow last forever.

I’m praying that you will continue to grow into the man God wants you to be. I’m also praying that you never lose your childlike joy, your soft heart, and your warm laughter. You have this incredible magic of making the people who simply exist around you feel so deeply loved.

And since you’re 21 now, cheers to more spontaneous or planned adventures, more fun photoshoots, more creative projects, more animes, more cooking n’ eating, more chit chat, and most importantly, more time for God.

I can’t wait for you to come visit me in my hometown, and hopefully make sure that the Japan 2027 trip makes it out of the groupchat LOL. I love you so so much, and I’m so blessed and loved by God to truly be able to call you one of my best friends.

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