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BROTHER. i wish i could be alt. and before i hear people say theres nothing stopping you, do whatever you want.. king, im asian and i go to a catholic private school. if my mom saw i got a facial piercing, shed probably d1e. and dyeing my hair is against the student policy. and i hate hate hate that i cant stunt with all of you absolute cvnts..
but oml if i could, my hair would be bright cyan all over, i would have snakebites, RACCOONN TAILSSS, and the eyeliner would always be thick. i swear im not a poser, js give me the tools. im not a preformative emo listener. i swear to gerard way.
i cant even wear a studded belt without getting slimed out by my family and friends. "your doing too much" thats the point.
and when i shaved off half my brows so i could have thin straight brows, i got grounded. and sent back to my therapist.
like im sick of these basic stylephobic ppl thinking im one of them. fuh no. stop coming up to me and saying "ew scemos are so weird." we are not the same. thats why i HATE wearing my uniform. i look the furthest away from alt i could be. yess my pin straight black hair and a white polo with a cross on it! i look homophobic and stuck up. thats so fun! ..
and then as im walking home i see all of the public school kids and i feel like a zombie going to highschool for the first time. looking over at the other side of the fence at their absilute baddie mcbling outfits. this is going to my year :(
i think i might js dye my hair. but like a raccoon tail peekaboo. teachers wont notice that, right? right guys? and im gna pierce my own face. i wont get infected, right guys?.. heh.. right?/satire
bro i dont fucking know, im js so tired of looking like a bum.
cvntiest baddie b1tch award, im coming for you.
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austux
This is probs not gonna be helpful but maybe try a dif alt stile first? Like idk the exsact situasion but like theres sooo many alt stiles u can wear and maybe ud find one ppl would be ok w and ud feel like yourself in? Allsow from my persinol exsperince alt ppl are nice(well the ones that are worth talking too) so if u wann befreand the cool ppl u see just talk to them!!! Ik its TERIFING but trust me alt ppl dont care how others dress(they shouldnt at least and i sure as hell dont, hell like half my freands are basic). Allsow beeing alt is SO MUCH more ab politics and music then looks(depending on the subculture theres more things but yk at the very base of it).
-an alt person in both stile and mindset(some ppl would disagree w that but idc)
(Ps. sorry for my shitty gramer and speling and if this didint make sence i should be sleeping 0.0)