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i need to put my emotions down somewhere. idk why but i just feel like i need to.
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1/9-
i have no one.
i mean, of course i have friends
i have people who care abour me
(or at least have the decency to pretend they do)
the problem is i have no one i care about
no one i can pour myself into
no one i'm always happy to talk to
sometimes my friends are okay, but i still find myself putting off our conversations
talking to them just feels so draining
no one compares to you.
even though you made me cry so much, i still miss you
even after you blocked me and broke my hear, i'd still take you back
i miss loving someone unconditionally and getting even just a fraction of that back
i'd lose a hundred friends
block a million olivers
just for you
if it meant i had even the slightest chance of getting you back
all i need is you
i can ignore the loniless
the solitude
if i have you
i want you back
i need you
it don't know why
i don't even like you anymore
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1/10-
i'm so unstable
i'll feel okay with being alone
even embrace it
but right now i feel awful
i'm so sad
i just want someone to love
i don't know how to find more people
i know all the people in my classes
i know all the people at sor
what do i do?
how do i change this?
should i just accept it and block everyone off
maybe that would make me feel better
i wouldn't have to hope for something more
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