2/24/26

man. life is so boring. yet so scary. kinda like a really slow horror movie. my dad is getting more religious. which he does this like every 3 months until he eventually falls out of line. but it's whatever. until he starts saying shit like 'ohh pete wentz is the DEVIL.' and being like that one mom from that one adam sandler movie called 'waterboy'. but anyways.

i've been listening to panic a lot more, as in listening to a lot more live stuff but god.. i love.. not love. like ryan ross but dear lord. his fake accent sounds so... eugh. i mean i get the appeal he has or.. had. he still has it but.. not for me. i mean, he's literally old enough to be my dad. but what he had in 2005-2009 or whatever but.. if i had to deal with listening to this nasally, fake british voice talk for more than 20 minutes i think i'd actually just damage my eardrums for good just to not hear it ever again.

but besides that the music is great. i actually REALLY hated pretty odd a few months ago but now i really like it. 

hmuh.. also my life has been pretty dry recently. besides meeting the friends of my friend. they're all pretty rude. but i won't say anything about it to him. it's kinda not my place to. also i'm going to tennessee in march, like a week after my birthday. i'm kinda nervous but it's whatever. 

but besides all that i'm.. free. i don't have a really annoying voice of someone who was supposed to be my best friend whining in my ear 24/7, being a fucking creep and saying 'oh we're ryan ross and brendon urie'.

okay first of all, you wish. secondly, i don't act like either of them. nor do you. and lastly you're just some white guy who has the biggest ego i've ever seen.

but anyways yeah that's all i got. there may be typos but whatever xx