23.2.2026

Hiii I am back i am so tired school can be so draining even tho i dont even do anything there anyways except chill in the bathroom and stare at the ceiling i feel sick to but maybe thats just my imagination i miss the times wre i would skip school for months and not even feel bad about it but know i cant even relax if i stay home i am always stressed that i am gonna learn anything and fail my tests but then again i dont learn anything even if i go to school i looked up what blogging is all about and google said it was talking about interests and life but i am much more treating this as a diary i got so much to do this week i get so stressed about minor things so often that i just ruin whole days because i cant get them out of my mind I really need to go shopping again because the tyype of outfits i throw on everaday are litterally criminal its really just a pyjama the only diffrence is that i put some make up on but if feel like there are no cute things in stores especcially in vienna i know vinted and apps and thrift markets excist but i dont have the energy to go through thousand of dirty pairs of shirt to find one thats slightly better than the. ones you can buy in brandy melville i mean my style would be acceptable if i had cool hair or makeup or peircings but my mom doesnt allow peircings sadly i dont really get why and then the make up thing is just immposible with my sleep schedule i will forever be jealous of the girls that can get their ass up at 5 am like how i wake up half an hour before i need to leave and forget to brush my hair before i leave most of the time and if i had more time i would look like a glammed up alt baddie but i really dont have the time i am considiring faking a cough and staying home tonight but my mom and my teacher would kill me so i guess i need to go get ready for bed by that i mean literally brush my teeth and ignore the major fucking break out on my forehead bye for now xoxo