the adhd saved me actually it saved me from the heteros

my entire life I was in my own little bubble and doing my own thing I did not pay attention to anything at all I was too busy with hyperfixations and shit

so thanks to the adhd I was not able to be brainwashed by the heterosexual agenda

I didn't have the "internalized homophobia" childhood angst I had the "why the fuck is everyone being so weird about this it's literally just two people of the same gender being in love what's wrong with that" childhood angst and all that heterosexual propaganda just flew right over my head

thanks to that goblin in my head preventing me from paying attention to shit

I mean it brought a whole bunch of other unrelated problems and when I got to middle/high school the world finally got through to me and made me bite that fucking awareness apple but still I gotta thank the little goblin in my head for protecting little baby me from the heteros even if it was accidental and temporary