2026... AND 2025, I guess??!?! XD

So, you caught me. I'm not SoMeOnE wHo tYpEs LiikE thissss anymore .

So much has happened, I wouldn't know where to begin. However, I do feel like this is another era where my skin is shedding, perhaps for the final time. Let's not kid ourselves. It's not the last time.

I have learned SO much this year. I need to take it easy and rest - yet - I feel the weight of a million thoughts at all times. It's about the balance of having both, really. You're allowed to be  who you want. At the same time, filtering yourself, changing what you say, how you say it, how you communicate. It's all a game. I see past the patterns of humans. It's silly. I dunno. I love most people, except for the bad guys. It's okay. I've kicked someone's ass, (lol) went to hell and back, and yet I remain, more or less, unscathed. 

Maybe I won't always know what to say. Maybe I won't know if I'm feeling what I think I am. Maybe I won't always know exactly what I want.

But goddamn it. I am going to get it. 

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