digital diary 5

hello. long time no see : )

this winter has been dreadful. perhaps not exactly dreadful, in fact i love the winter, but this dreary weather has gone on far too long..

now comes spring. spring is a time of change. the animals are coming out of their burrows now. now i can finally see my horses again. they are my pride and joy in this short life, other animals. soon school will be out, and i can finally rest.

i'm sure it's frankly obvious i'm doing better mentally. i take things a day at a time. recently i got a bad haircut, but i'm finding it hard to care. these winter months have been a time of thought, of self discovery. i think i see things differently now.

i 've found school to be exhausting. talking to people, even those i like, for 7 hours straight is miserable for me. i've never understood people much; but, it's alright. i have friends. good ones. decent people. even the least social need friends.

lots of things have happened. duh. 

i went to florida. rode roller coasters and saw palm trees. saw the ocean. these are unusual sights for me.

halloween i dressed as bojack horseman. very good show, but this entry would be pages long if i went on about that..

christmas was good. received "i might be wrong" (the ep) on cd. also some horse books. i like horses. they call me ponyboy.

i saw nine inch nails after that. very fun. i need some excitement in my life. an opportunity to scream. don't we all?

i'm starting to stall at what else has really been happening. i'll be interning at the barn (and a law firm) soon. i get the week off school for it. that's my concern.

i frankly don't know who i'm writing this to. nobody reads these. it's not exactly therapeutic, either. call it an impulse. 

goodbye. i'll be back soon.