Spilling My Mind Non-Stop For 5 Mins

So I really just did this because I was bored, and I just wasted like half a minute because of messing up with the beginning. I'll go back and re-edit everything to make it look better, but I won't remove any of the thoughts I have right now, which are mainly about this blog.

I mean, like, I'm writing, and I got bored writing cause writing fluffy shit really sucks. I like angst, though, on that topic. Do you guys actually believe that Sadists can only be dominant? Or the Top in terms. That's stupid to think about, but uhm I believe some can be the bottom and obliterate their top... how do you spell that word?

I'm kinda paranoid if I overpassed or underpassed, is that even a real word? I hate the way the world is, I hate living, really. This is what happens when you start thinking too much, like hella too much. Is our deepest part of our brain always this bad...?? Idk

My hair looks really ugly right now, I feel like someone should hang me, I wanna die. I wanna dye my hair and then cut it up some more. I'm struggling with an addiction related to cutting, so my mind swooped into that immediately. I don't wanna get better, honestly. Who would wanna lose all that attention?? NOT ME!!

Listening to One of Those Crazy Girls by Paramore, I like that song. FOB has been on repeat too, I mean people lowkey use emo as an insult, I hesitated writing that part idk why, but I don't wanna delete any of my thoughts and stop this. My hair looks really boring. I remember having to go to the hair salon with my mom.

I always remind her of that, and then my secret piercing soon... but they literally forgot about me having to go to the therapist, like seriously?? They totally believe that my depression is a phase. Honestly, I think I'm just being a bitch (pussy, I mean), but years of that are bound to be a phase. That wasn't even the right term LOL.. OKAY I PASSED OVER 1 MINUTE... So much wrong grammar, Jesus.

So today is February 22, 2026. Sunday. and peace out! WL9T!! XDD

- M.S.