CW FOR :

dental work / appliances ( squeamish / weak stomach!! )

doctors ( medical trauma , dishonesty , laziness )

minor injury !! mention of stitches

i am fully okay !! 
none of this hurts !!
im happy and healthy ~

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on spacehey ( mainly on my previous , now deleted account . ) i mainly posted what was known as ' soup of the day ' !! its very fun to share the soups ill be eating across the course of this year with people , but i do get a lot of questions about it.

to start , when i was only a few years old i had a minor accident and needed stitches in my chin . though , i never got any x - rays and was just sent home . 

years later my jaw started to develop oddly , i got an overbite , and grew into TMJ . we thought it was normal until my jaw would start to lock , and pop , and id have to pull my jaw apart occasionally .

eventually , we finally got it x - rayed and checked out , turns out that minor accident gave me a hairline fracture in my jaw . every dentist , orthodontist , doctor , everyone who examined my teeth and oral health until that point just neglected or failed to bring up until it physically hurt and popped every time i could move my jaw . 

why ? no idea . its VERY shitty , and the main reason i no longer trust / am nervous around doctors of any kind .

we ' ve found a good orthodontist who reccommended a sort - of rare appliance , not many people have used it but the few that did have proven that it works . i was willing to be a guinnea pig and try it out , but they again failed to tell me i ' d no longer physically be able to chew . 

even though i can ' t eat , and i REALLY REALLY miss things like pasta or sweets i ' m actually very happy i have this appliance on because it means i won ' t need surgery to fix my jaw like previous orthos have said . ( like the people who took my x - ray ! ) i ' ve also gotten braces on top of it to help my teeth move back into the correct places .

for the next year , until around november , i will be living off of stuff like soup , various drinks , and icecream . ( at least i still get something sweet with this on  ! :3 )
i can also eat some types of bread , mainly cornbread , as long as its crumbled up and saturated well in my soup . i can also no longer eat meat for the time being as meat cant be blended well and makes a yucky texture .

thank you for reading !!
if you ' ve friended me and seen my soups of the weeks ,
thank you as well !! its nice to see people as enthusiastic as i am
 about the good food i can eat :3

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