School²

Right so, as a kid I was heavily disabled; like wheelchair bound to a harsh case of juvenile arthritis, weird start I know but I like to think it links up with my main point.

During early school for me, I definitely had that same feeling of I wish I could do that when seeing people play sports like football or like being the guy the crowd cheers for on the 100m sprint for like a cheap chocolate coin and a medal.

All this considered, I think it's weird since I've recovered back in secondary school times that all my memories of secondary school have melded in this weird amorphous blob of a memory. I don't think I could really tell you what I did over the course of secondary school though as a kid the idea I could've looked forward to playing in sports or representing the school (albeit badly) in the 400m to get the day off would've probably been on my mind the whole time I was recovering.

Secondary gotta be the most soul draining experience ever or college had to have been a refreshing sense of freedom that I've really enjoyed so much it's overtaken my secondary school memories, one of these is more surprising than the other in all fairness; secondary school? Boring? That's an insane idea.

I don't think I'm really getting anywhere but I've wanted to write this out to document it for a while as it's always weirded me out a bit, also I don't think I ever wrote a new here post to blogs but hey feel free to interact or send a message over if ya like, I'll always get around to checking requests eventually as I'm slowly learning HTML (wish me luck cus I'm lost af now 😭).