Life as a teenage girl ⋆˚꩜｡

21/02/26

I Hate myself. let me rephrase that, I Hate that I'm an introverted with severe FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out), I hate having to make the choice between staying in or going out because either way I feel like shit most of the time, I LOVE my friends and in the end I still have a good time with them, but on the other hand staying in and relaxing feels so good, but so bad, sometimes I know I need it, need rest or time to work on something. but the idea of staying in while they go out hurts, because you know they are having fun without you.

sometimes I feel like they have more fun without me most days, I know its not true that my attendance doesn't make much of a difference. 

for some reason any day I tell myself I need a relaxation day they make the most fun plans, and i have to choose once again. 

-Nica