Sometimez i get real scared if i'm doin the right thing while i'm takin my classes. like don't get me wrong, love my subject and my major but i swear, it's like i can't do anythin right and now i'm about to graduate.
i've been too busy runnin around like a headless chicken to even apply to any internshipz which such cuz ppl like freshmen az an intern not a senior. like i swear, i can study, i can go to classez, i can neglect my health to study more but somethin alwayz slipz thru some random crack i couldn't see b4 it'z too late and it'z sickenin
hate bein depressed and in college, 'specially diz college. like i only could go here cuz much scholarshipz but i hateee bein stealth about being enby. i hate my deadname, but i seriously trust no one on this campuz cuz 1, religious and a college, 2, lmaosiez i had to sit thru like 2 classez where the teach waz like "tranz ppl am i right? fuckin insane lunaticz tryin to get into our sportz AM I RIGHT?!" and everyone else iz fine with that and like it'z funny for them.
anywayz, if ur like out of college and somehow see diz, please tell me it getz better...
hate bein depressed and in college, 'specially diz college. like i only could go here cuz much scholarshipz but i hateee bein stealth about being enby. i hate my deadname, but i seriously trust no one on this campuz cuz 1, religious and a college, 2, lmaosiez i had to sit thru like 2 classez where the teach waz like "tranz ppl am i right? fuckin insane lunaticz tryin to get into our sportz AM I RIGHT?!" and everyone else iz fine with that and like it'z funny for them.
anywayz, if ur like out of college and somehow see diz, please tell me it getz better...
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