So... I'm screaming into the void ^^

Hiii (to anyone who might somehow see this)

I really, truly hope your life is going well :)
Basically, this is just a rant/vent about my ex-boyfriend, since we broke up yesterday

I met this guy in the 4th grade, sweetest person ever btw, and we bonded over FNaF. It was awesome. Basically had a crush on him since the day an irl moot introduced us.
Soooo, naturally, when I started high school (he started homeschooling in 7th) a while back, seeing couples every day, I wanted a relationship, but we'd drifted apart.

Cut to 9th: few days after Valentine's, I ask him out, officially (No more situationship!)
We start dating and it's wonderful. There is, however, one problem: he keeps texting this one guy on Discord, every. single. time. we're hanging out. They have matching profiles of 2 characters making out... LIKE EXCUSE ME SIR?!?!

But anyway I gaslit myself abt that for like a whole year.

Found out on Monday, he's been cheating on me with other guys online since right after we started dating. Joined a 'support group' with all the exes we could find.

TL;DR
My (now ex-)boyfriend cheated on me with 3+ guys online and has been manipulating me.

Edit 1: Oh wait, forgot abt him threatening to end himself when I confronted him...
Yh il ts <3

Edit 2: Tomorrow was gonna b our anniversary, so really terrible timing