AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA + SKETCH DUMP

OK so. People have a tendency to overshare on here. And maybe this counts as that? But perhaps sharing some MISERY will make me feel better. I am being melodramatic. I am not suffering nor in misery. But I´m going insane.

As is the fate of all people, people tend to grow apart and be busy as they grow older. It is natural. But my groupchat has been drier than the Sahara for months now. I haven`t seen these wonderful people in a while now </3 I made a very awesome friend at my schkewl, she and her girlfriend are awesome. But because of bad grades she got kicked out. And now I am entirely aloneee </3

Woe is me, for whom will I now send 10 minute long voice messages with 1000 uhm's and ah's talking about whatever given topic has managed to catch my interest that given day? Woe is me, who will now send me their gay little ships and drama? How will I now complete my goal of being the cringy-est most annoying person on this planet.

All I do now is go to school, go home, study, listen to music. Repeat. Get me out of this box. This is a monumental loss to me as a person. You guys don`t get it I'm tweaking tf out </3

Is this a sign I should get a fucking journal like a normal person, and write down my thoughts and interests there instead of online or a person directly?

In fact here is art, or more accurately a bad sketch of me TWEAKING OUT. (the shadow doesn`t make sense)

I also made a humanoid nyan cat sketch, which is a WIP and I am actually planning to finish! ngl this isn`t really a dump (only two images) but... this is what I made today, look upon Nyan cats beauty: