crushes again

So my crush ditched me on my birthday last saturday. My friends don't like him so maybe I should listen to them. Normally I'm the one who's right, but I think I feel the same way as them now. There were like 2 parts of my birthday. Over the day we would chill at my house with the people who could. He said he couldn't come because his friends wouldn't let him, but if it would've vbeen his birthday I would've ditched my friends for that. Anyways, in the night we would go out to party and he just completely ditched me on that. My bestfriend Loz who wasn't gonna come, came anyway though, so that cheered me up a lot. The rest of the night turned out fun though. We all slept at Max his place and yes... secrets were spilled. I like a girl. I didn't expect that since most of the time I'm only attrected to guys. But I'm not sure if she's turning 13 or 14 this month. cause 13 is honestly too young. 14 is already on the edge for me. She's such a vibe though. Everything about her is fun. She's just so carefree and doesn't care about what people think of her. She cosplays too. Guess I have a type in personality with girls. Since my last female ex who was also like that. How they look is different though. They do both have green eyes and I knwo I'm into that. But my ex had brown hair with curls, which I usually like in boys and my crush has straight dark blonde hair. her style is a bit more masc too. 

Besides that I'm getting a piercing in a few hours! finallyyyyyyy