My mother for the millionth time

You know life is bad when you have to write your feelings down after a long day or even before the day begins. Bruh my mother is pissing me off so fucking bad because she wants to start a bussiness and she wants me to start a business and I keep telling her I don’t want to . But the bitch didn't listen. I’m the type of person who will break into tears if something gets too hard. I can’t handle pressure. She keeps saying I need to do this and I need to do that. She wants me to do all sorts of things and it sounds cool until you realize I'm an irresponsible piece of shit. Knowing that I can’t make big decisions, I'm terrible at math, I might get bored of it quickly and I can’t stand all the other things that come with it. So I will take that job at the fucking local mcdonals or whatever i can get. She already had one business fail, her credit score is shit and she acts like she's stupid when it comes to things. She calls me an overgrown child, making me read a business book and watch dropshipping videos. Every time she mentions it I don’t even know what to say and just nod my head cause the hoe doesn't wanna listen to me. She always wants to tell me I have a choice but when I finally say something I get shut down. She keeps talking about a business credit card and getting a loan. I swear she’s gonna get into debt.  I’m over it and there's so much I haven't even written in here.