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2024 WAS ONE OF THE BEST YEARS EVER FOR ME AND NO ONE CAN SAY OTHERWISE and also one of the worst years.

(Might contain bad grammar or spelling mistakes.)

1. I looked through old texts of someone that used to be my best friend(L). They were the best texts I ever saw, like, this girl was something else back then and tought it was totally fine but that it was stuff to laught about like real crazy, like, wdym "Are you jelaous🧐🧐" jst because I told you that it was better for two weird guys that asked for your social to not to talk to you? (she told me she found them also weird and funny.)

2. When the same girl told my other friend to go out and stand out for her bcs someone she didn't like was making a joke abt her on a group (never told the other person that it annoyed her) but its not what she said, its how she said it. (this is a translation but in spanish is way funnier)

L- "that girl is the dumb champion"

F1- "oh my"

L- "Come out and defend me"

L- "Bebinas in power"

There's no way she seriously said those kind of stuff when she was the one saying bad stuff abt everyone out there.

3. When I used to care less than anything about the classes, I'd just skip them if I felt like it and no one ever dared to say something to me because "I was a nice girl at class". Now, that's something that it shouldn't be done anymore. Im grateful that I stopped doing that kind of stuff.

4. When I used to cheat in exams a lot and when I got caught I covered it up the worst ways possible (and worked). One day I was cheating w the phone and the teacher cought me, I got so nervous I spinned in my chair, got stressed and got up from my seat because I was crying to "go to the toilet" and when I got there I just hid the phone behind a trash can just to get it right after the exam ended.

5. When I had this weird crush in this boy (F) at my class because my friend told me that he had feelings for me. I'm not the type of girl to reach for the person first and I am very very thankful that I din't do it.

6. When my friend (L) told me that she used to like me when school started so that's why she started speaking to me. (And now I remember why she told me if I was into girls or stuff... wich she told me that she was Bi.) Then told me like years later: "I used to have a crush on you but not anymore" I just tried to change the subject bcs I DID NOT HAVE OR HAD A CRUSH ON HER AT ALL just to get into a sleep over with my friends for her ending up doing weird stuff when she tought I was "sleeping" 🌩️🌩️. (YES, I TOLD HER THAT I DIDN'T LIKE THAT SO I WENT BACK TO SLEEP. At least she stopped after that, well, I'd like to think that she did.)

7. When I din't knew how to put boundaries at people that flirted with me when I was in a relationship. (biggest regret ever, man. I know its wrong and I regret every single time, but this isn't the toppic.)

8. When I used to have big mood changes during the day or even at school that some times made people worry but to be fair I wasn't in a great state back then.

9. When I left my bf of 1 year and some months just because we had constant fights and finally FINNALY after A YEAR I realized that he was treating me so bad... and I was SO BLIND. Im mat at myself, really. Now even tought I tried it w new people after him it just felt slighlty weird. NO, I DO NOT MISS THAT controling guy. Without mentioning that I also had my bad stuff as a gf but not as bad as his, afterall we all have our bad stuff but also our good stuff n moments.

10. I got the highest final mark (11/10) at art one time because a teacher "lost" one of my work projects that I was really proud of. It ended up being into my history book... Still got the mark tho.

11. I used to be all covered up and far away from people because I had a weird phase and people asked me if I was fine just because I didn't want to socialice with my classmates. (around 2019-20)

12. When me and my friend almost file a complaint to one of our classmates so we could ruin his career because he used to bully us (and more people of our friend group).

13. When I used to be embarrased abt anything that I did💔 I thought people were judging me all the time.

14. (Embarrasing/cringe warning) WHEN 4 YEARS AGO I CRIED IN CLIP FOR A COOKIE RUN KINGDOM CHARACTER WHEN I GOT IT. LIKE, OK, I KNOW I WAS OBSSESED WITH HIM AND HE'S STILL MY FAVOURITE BUT. MAN. NO NEED TO CRY FOR A COOKIE. OMG I JUST SAW THE VIDEO AGAIN. SOMEONE IM CRYING OUT OF EMBARRASEMENT.

15. (something that happened  that I wanted to tell) When L and A1 liked the same person so L told A2 that A1 liked him so L could have A2 for herslef wich she actually did date A2.

16. (more coming idk when)

femboys/soft boys lowk cute tho..