02/17/26

it's the 17th of feburary and its ab 9PM rn

germany, nrw

Heyy

Today I did basically nothing. I only sat around listening to music and chilling on spacehey.
I did start watching good omens for the second time again, cuz the third season...movie...(?)...is coming out this year. Soo thats pretty cool :P

I didn't go to school today, felt like sh!t this morning :/

I re-did some of my playlists, not completely finished tho, i think...
Soo, feel free to drop some song recs, if anyone reads this, lol T-T
or don't, you have free will ;p

My head hurts again, hate that.
Tho, it's gotten better since I got on anti-depressants.
Got them prescripted just recently, been taking them for about a week now i think.
I was sceptic at first, but ig they're helping...?
I have a very low dosis tho.
For two reasons, 1. cuz i wanted a low dosis, 2. cuz i have history of being suicidal, so my doc was concerned abt giving my such strong meds, since some ant-depressants can make you have suicidal thoughts for a while.

Haven't had any yet. I've been sleeping better and my aches got less, so thats good.

My cat's just asleep again. Istg, he's more asleep than awake T-T

I'm just sitting in bed rn, listening to music :P

[NOW PLAYING: SAY ANYTHING - SLOWLY, THROUGH A VECTOR]

I <3 the whole album tbh. It's so peak :D
I even have it on CD, found it at the thrift store. One of my bed CD finds in the wild.
I love collecting CDs, it's soo fun :D

I have a long day tomorrow :/
I got 6hrs of school and after school I have therapy.
My therapist is chill tho, I've known him since I was 10.
He lowk knows me better than i do.

[NOW PLAYING: FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS - SHE'S A LADY]

I'mma start putting in what I'm listening to atm. Just because I can, lol

anyway, that's it for today

I hope you have a great day! :P