I Th1nk I just w4nt att3nti0n

Lately I've been saying a lot that I want a boyfriend/girlfriend, and in part, yes, I do want to kiss someone, feel that romantic love, talk about our day together. But then I think more deeply about my sudden mood swings and remember that I'm not ready for a commitment like that.

Maybe I just want attention, and I would only dwell on that thought if it weren't for the fact that I really want to do romantic things with someone, intimate things (not necessarily sexual), but intimate in a deep and loving way...

 I hate how I am 

:( 

Why i have to feel like this?