I'm sad Sebastian isn't real

I hate when I fall for someone who isn't even real. Like wtf?? I mean it's not my fault that Sebastian is so cute and has good lore. I mean he's literally perfect in my eyes and it's painful. Like no one I've met irl is like that. They're not perfect. Even with my gf. Like don't get me wrong, I love an adore my gf to bits but there are still things she does that piss me tf off. But not Sebastian. That's why it's so angering. He makes me so happy and I get all giggly. It's fucking ridiculous. I guess it's ok though, he is what's keeping me alive at the moment. I still wish he was real. Sighhhh

Like bro, he's so fucking cutie patooties