god still hates me but it's okay

hello everypony...

i know no one reads these but i'm back. spacehey isn't avaliable in my state anymore so i have to use a vpn...

everything in my life sucks really bad and every day i cry and burn myself so i don't try to kill myself again but it's okay because tomorrow i get to go to the comic book store!

i lost the only other friend i had at school the one i said that i love well she didn't want to be my friend anymore because i kept ignoring her on accident and it was during honestly one of the worst weeks of my life but yk that's just life i guess. also i fell and lost chick fil a i got for free and i was really pissed but i got reimbursed! 

i sit alone at lunch every single day just like when i was at this other school for a semester and i feel even more alone here than when i was at that school like no one really talks to me or wants to hang out with me which honestly is my own fault since im not a very social person but i know that when i graduate none of this will matter because i'm either never going to see or talk to any of these people again or i'm gonna kill myself! :D

my only friend dropped out of school so i have no one to really talk to at lunch so thats why im really alone but she has her own personal things and honestly i think it was the right decision that she did bc her coming to school put a lot of mental strain on her considering her life.

long story short im a friendless loser and i find comfort in drawing tom hardy! also i got a tamagotchi :D

goodbye everypony.