02/16/2026

It's the 16th of feburary and its about 10PM rn

germany, NRW

Tomorrow starts school again after we had like, a whole week free.
I'm not hyped.
I hate school, especially the school I'm on atm.
For the other students I'm the weird emo guy and for the teachers the weird autistic kid.
I mean, they are partially right, but I feel like I'm always just getting ridiculed by everyone around me at this school.
Which also sucks is, that my ex-girlfriend goed to my school. She always stares at me in the halls...
The only thing that keeps me from going insane are my painkillers and my best friend that I see every other break.

Anyway, I'm probably gonna switch schools in summer
To a school thats closer to where I live and is more based around music and arts, which is awesome.
Simply, because I always dreamed of being in a band and making music. I'm also very interest in art and theatre, even tho I high key suck at it T-T
But its fun anyways.

Also hope to find some new friends maybe...?
I'm bad at making friends

Right now, I'm just sitting in bed, my back is killing me.
I always feel like an old man when I say that, lol

My cat, Harald, is sitting at the foot of my bed, he's completely knocked out, fast asleep.

I gotta clean my room
Apropros room, my parents promised me that I'm gonna get a new room. Like, I'm gonna be switching rooms with my parents and get cool new furniture and stuff.
Its gonna be soooo cool, trust ;P

Not sure if I'm gonna continue writing these, lol
It just feels kinda nice and private, writing these diary kinda things on here, since none of my real life friends even know this site.

Anyway, thats it for now 

If anyone reads this, drop some song recs into the comments, im re-doing my playlists and I'm bored

I hope you have a great day!