lallaaa shitty life update!!! part 1

mars diary entry

mood: sick, dying inside, and hungry music: SID - Otegami (on repeat bc it gets me) omg you guysssss i’ve been SICK for like a WHOLE MONTH NOWWWW!!!!!!!!! GET ME OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE PLS I’M BEGGING T_T on a brighter note tho… i’m FINALLY moving out of this literal shithole town lmao nothing says “middle of nowhere” like having actual chickens just RUNNING LOOSE down the street every morning. like… rural much?? oh oh oh wait that reminds me!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!!! turning 18 baybeeeeeeee!!! it’s actually kinda crazy ngl… like… adult?? me??? soon??? happy early 18th birthday to MEEEEEEEEEEE throws confetti made of pain besides all that i’ve just been packing boxes, cleaning crap, throwing stuff away, the usual moving hell… ugh kill me the ONLY good thing rn is that it’s supposed to rain like ALL WEEK yessssssssssssss rain my beloved ♡♡♡ nothing better than being sick + cozy + listening to the rain while i rot in bed also!! i’ve been trying to get back into digital art again it’s… um… really poopy right now lmao like straight up garbage (vomiting sfx) but at least i’m doing SOMETHING creative again?? idk andddddd get this — the most tragic thing happened i spilled my strawberry milkshake… all over the carpet i was left with… FOAM. JUST. FOAM. the milkshake ghosted me basically i literally sat there staring at the foam like :’(((((((( why am i the clumsiest person alive it should be illegal to be THIS clumsy it’s literally a CURSE ugh i miss being on my meds so bad i was actually HYPER and getting school shit DONE now i’m just… existing… at 0.5 speed someone beam me up anyway if u read all this u deserve a medal or at least a cookie but i ate them all already sorry <3 peace out xoxoxoxo

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