random unfinished unrelated thought dump ragebait

(cause all philosophy is just random or ragebait)

literally depression but i think i am one of the most positive people

(utopias are mostly understood as negative, but hence living already in one that was built by earlier people, an utopia is a scenario for what the future of humanity might look like(this has no relation to the blog))

i think it's all just a stupid misconception, about hope and how people perceive things, people talk a lot on how saying a certain thing is just being negative or positive but just like morals it's all grey,

saying how something will end up is not something to be scaled as positive or negative in an emotional sense, it's not realism either, it's just a theory or assumption on the outcome

another thing is not wanting to live isn't necessarily being hopeless or seeing the world as negative, it can simply just be boredom(self insert here?xD), tiredness etc, but what i mean here is as a sui person, i see people talking bout how future is gonna be awful a lot more than i see myself thinking like that, on a reasonable side, humans are doing awful but thats their usual virus behavior, it's a natural chaos that sometimes leads to their 'demise' and sometimes to their rise;

nothing they do collectively is relatively to ones own psyche is negative or positive, a thing done and shown on the internet is nothing for you as long as it does'nt have direct connections to you,

people act so taken aback on so many things, but then what we see is they keep on living as they wish, simply because they can't be bothered and that's the most human thing they can do

things happen and justice is talked but it can never be anything more than a concept, yes people live awful lives and you might have to but in the end no one cares, and i'm not saying this in a cruel way don't get me wrong, it's just the concept of morale is so blank and abstract, any life experience is nothing but things for only ones own to remember and build personality on, this isn't denying a deeper connection to others or symphaty, but denying of people wanting emphaty on everything

people can prostest on this view as emotionless or hopeless but it isn't 

coming to the hope part, i don't think any of these thing actually have an effect on the way society is built, and it won't in how humanity will 'thrive', systems are built upon behavior, not emotion, so whatever you do masses won't change, or it will, i might sound contadicting with myself, but when there isn't solid sides on anything, there isn't a contradiction, honestly, there never is a contradiction in anything, hypocrisy is a thing but it's the same persons multiple faces, their idead are always 'contradicting' because one simple changes all the time, relativity isn't just physics but it's what everything are, taking only one solid point is what morality was born from

and i have no idea how to end this but ig you get whatever you get from 

truth to be told, i'm just mesmerized by how much unnececisty and mortality(in the most unemotional sense and fascination kinda way possible) people can hold, and i just prefer to observe them

(randomest background cause im giving yall aneurysim)