Work vs College vs actual progress in personal art goals.

No time for anything. I'm kinda very much upsetti ngl. My friend's pushing me to get a remote job which I completely can, but there's no time to even send the applications so I'm stuck in retail, which is further absorbing my free time.

I literally can't get the free time to even think. I have a year's worth of plans on paper from looking up every possible thing I need to do for the next 5 years and no time to actually start it so it's been getting really overwhelming. Haven't been able to reply to 10+ people's xmas texts from last month because I'm too overwhelmed. Everything's on my to-do list so nothing can get done. Need to just go through the motions and do it. The only time I have any solace to think is when making art but I'm literally not able to do this right now. Blergh.