whining abt my life and not doing anything to change AGAIN!

being self aware that you're actively ruining your own life but not doing anything about it is like a form of torture, because if i know that i should get up and do stuff, why am i still not doing it??

i dont want to use mental illnesses as an excuse and i think im just a lazy bum. i could be living my best life rn, having the best time of my life but instead of going outside, i choose to sit in my room the entire day, wake up at 2pm and do nothing but jerk off. this is just embarrassing. come to think of it, i am actually kind of a degenerate incel.

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