Happy valentines day.

I’m so scared of getting another lover… even though I always yearn for one it really hasn’t felt the same every since… 9th grade… and even if it wasn’t that bad high school wasn't any better. Why do I stress myself out so much… over little things.. They are people who would want my spot yet here I am complaining about stuff that happened a while ago.. i shouldn’t let this interfere with my current life… ill just go to bed and dream that everything will be okay…