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i don't know how i feel about this time of year. i'm not, like, *lonely* per se... (okay, thats a lie, i absolutely do-) but its just this sort of strange emptiness i feel about the whole thing that i can't quite place, which isn't attributed to any of the usual isolation i experience on the daily.
i guess it's the fact that a lot of the people around me seem to have their thing figured out, whether that's w/a partner(s), or friends, or just being content with none of the above. which is awesome that these people have that figured out, and i think that's really neat ofc ^^/gen
i just don't know where i fall, or why i feel this way.
i feel really dumb for complaining about something so pathetic X_x but, like... that's where my head's at right now. and this is my blog, so, like... yeah.
xx
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Bi ᝰ.ᐟ
i understand that, i mean it is february afterall, haha. its okay to not have everything figured out, and what you're feeling is normal!! we all have our small gripes, i've always struggled with romanticizing things too much lol,, it's made me crave a relationship when all i really needed to do was love me first!!! try giving yourself validation, that you're enough alone and that when it comes, it comes yk! ppl rlly are telling the truth that once you stop searching, you find love!! when you reach that peace of being alone, it does feel better :)
yeah >< i suppose the fact that its ~the love month~ doesnt really help me out much either kekekke .. i try to be happy where i am right now, or at least to find small things to be happy about during what's easily one of the hardest times of my life so far... and february has kinda thrown that progress outta whack to some degree -w-; i'll try to keep your advice in mind, tho, going forward X3c so tysm !!! xx
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Cherri!!
hey so
this makes alot of sense actually
well not entirely im not a phychologist
but i kinda feel like that too
but for me its more out of embarrassment and jealousy
because im jealous of other people, and i envy that they can be happy with partners and whatnot
but when it comes to me in relationships and stuff i always seem to get the short end of the stick
and just seeing others not have the same experience, but have one better just makes me jealous.
luckily i dont think im the kind of jealous that brings other people down with it and stuff
im the kinda jealous that like, when i go home i get really upset ..
also hi (star emoji)
ohh,, yeah, i can totally see where you're coming from with that .. i can sometimes pinpoint a hint of my own envy in those kinds of scenarios, but it's not something i like feeling or really express outwardly >< its the sorta envy that kinda just brings my mood down and i stew in quietly to not inconvenience others,, ehe xx so i suppose i feel that as well here and there to some extent ;; im sorry that people have made you feel that way, tho :( i know for a fact that it's not a fun feeling at all
and hiii <3 !!
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