zfbruyt4rjy4twr SCHOOL

hey space. I'm alive but dying inside. so I started writing on Google docs to prevent the "oh man! I forgot to save" but that comes at the cost of, "oh man! I forgot to post". yeah..

so I wrote quite a bit about this guy I've had a 6-7 year long crush on and how we were friends and then we weren't friends due to said guy not being the best person to me. I spoke about how it took me forever to get over, and then mentioned that, when I finally DID feel like I WAS over it, said person apologized and it threw me in a tizzy.

that's alll. nothing special. 

uhh I'm very obsessed with overwatch. also!! WHERE DID ALL THESE ASSIGNMENTS COME FROM?!! I get behind on work a lot (it's just habit). and low-key, i'm happy to have teachers who are very very very very very generous with deadlines right. but uh, so I still do homework even if it's at the last second. right? right? 

the end of the grading period is Friday, so naturally, I'm going through to look at everything I have to do and clean up some loose ends and submit the assignments that I overlooked or whatnot. but when I say I opened up my list of assignments and had a fricking brain surge???!!! AHH ITS SO MUCH. I use "Canvas" for my digital workloard in school and good gosh the amount of (-)'s I saw on my modules (the place where I see assignments). OH BROTHER WHAT THE DEUCE!!

I've been submitting work since the marking period literally ends Friday hahaha, but oh brother, how the deuce could I have gotten so behind? I genuinely don't recall where everything just "piled up". I just know I have a hell of a lot of everything to do T.T. 

i finished most of my bio, my debate, NOT MY MACRO, my orch, NOT MY EURO, and my english

like I'm not concerned Abt debate nor am I worried Abt English for the first time ever. bio isn't that bad either. 

its euro

and its macro

macro

macro 

macro GHRUEIHIRKSEJRIO FR 

AND EURO

I'm writing this rn specifically because I am losing my mind, drowning in work but I have a personal rule not to stay up past midnight. also my attention span is low-key fried but I think my digital silence yap held SOME sort of weight to it jajajajja. I just needed a break low-key hahaha but if I get on my phone, I will spend more time then I need to ergo i'll just write here (and actually post). this way, I stay by my laptop which is also my workplace. 

I genuinely do not think I'm top 25% anymore jajajjjaja of my graduating class. I gave up on that last year altho it woudlve been nice to see it through.