Can you like me?

Hi lol. This is kind of a random blog. I’m trying to practice my English, so sorry if things don’t come out perfectly or if this sounds a little all over the place. I guess that’s part of it.

This is what I want to say,sometimes I feel like I might not be enough for someone I’m attracted to. And I don’t mean physically. I mean intellectually. He’s actually really interesting, the kind of person who makes you feel like there’s always something new going on in his mind. And that scares me a little.When I talk to him, I feel like my ideas might sound boring, like my thoughts aren’t as deep or as exciting. I start doubting myself before I even finish a sentence. I overthink everything,what I say, how I say it, how I sound. It’s exhausting.I’m not good at these kinds of interactions. They make me feel awkward and strange, like I suddenly forget how to be a normal human being. I want to be myself, but somehow I just can’t. It’s like I freeze, and a quieter, less confident version of me takes over.I also think this has turned into a small, kind of silly insecurity. Lately, I’ve expanded my social circle, and honestly, it’s been amazing. I’ve met so many interesting people, people who talk with passion, who seem confident in what they know and who they are.At the same time, I feel a little intimidated by them. I know, logically, that I might be a bit like them too. That I have thoughts, ideas, and things worth saying. But for some reason, I can’t really see it in myself. It’s like everyone else shines brighter from the outside.My friends tell me to just act normal, to relax and be chill. I wish it were that easy.I don’t really have a conclusion. I just wanted to put this feeling into words