A newbie and my fears

I’m pretty new to this website or app or whatever it is. It’s because I can’t find any good communication apps and the main one I use (discord ik I’m sorry) is becoming like Roblox. I have really bad GAD and social anxiety and me becing home all the time and general fears I think developed agoraphobia. I guess you could call me a NEET or whatever, I’m unemployed, live with family to mooch off of, stepping out of the house I break down in tears and get shaky thinking about talking to people in real life. I’m working on changing it but it’s really hard with my mental health. So…trying to not be a total loner without any friends even online ones. I’m trying, I’ve since cleaned my room, cried a little because of my fatigue but I did it and my hygiene is the best it’s been in years. 

I’m just looking for friends and hopefully people to talk to about literally anything. I’m 18, turning 19 in October this year.

Be kind please :(