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when i was younger, i always imagined getting older and i couldnt wait to be an adult. and now as an adult, i wish i could go back. none of that is a possibility.
i think time is and always will be a weird concept for me, I cant really get it.
now that i’m an adult and as i age, i start to get anxious. because in my experience with age, things just get harder and more complicated lol. its especially stressful because its so out of my control. whats fun tho is that i am in control of me. and every year i get older is another year spent, getting to know and understand myself better.
i think i like the person i’m becoming. i’m far from where i wanna be, but i’m somewhere on the path.
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kuro_tsuki
When we try to think too much about time we end up getting crazy, cuz time is crazy! I enjoy being an adult, there are lots of nice things to enjoy as an adult that I couldn't when I was a kid. Also, try not to think much about "ahh I'm getting older, another year has gone, it's going to get difficult" because this will not only cause you lots of stress and anxiety, but will make you unable to enjoy your current year! This is a trap cycle, in 10-15 years you will be thinking the exact same way but about the age you have now! Thinking like "ahh, I wish I enjoyed it more..."
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Time will pass, no matter what, unfortunately... So I like to think that I shouldn't waste this precious time being anxious about the past or future, even tho sometimes it's difficult as I'm a big nostalgic myself