2/9/26

2/9/26

sory missed a ppost  again Im in so much pain holy fuck dude it hurts .hhuughhghhhh my body hurts so so much wWHHYYYY WWHYYYY WHYYYYY WHYYYUHHHHHH i cant do anything anymore without just being in so much pain the rest of the day T_T ok today some REALLY crazy things came out about 2 of my closest friends and its actually so infuriating i feel so fucking bad one of them is having their boyfriend cheating on them with OUR OTHER FRIEND bro WTAFFFFF WTFFF THATS THEIR BEST FRIEDN THATS LETTING THEIR BF CHEAT ON THEM WITH HIM WAHTTT WHAAHHTTTT ITS SO UPSETTING I FEEL SO SO BAD FOR THEM DUDE DX we went to their house to eat lunch for a bit that was nice.  iuurghhhh im in so much facking pain icant even say where at its just everywhere  ive been so exhausted today  my heart felt mostly fine at school but since ive gotten home its been so fast aiuughhhh. T_T itd be so cute if my doctor actually did what hed said hed do to help me bro Wouldnt that be nice . urguhhhhh   . If im the only student in my first period class again tomorrow i will be telling somebody about it to get that class removed becasue it should not have only  2 students and when one student is sick it shuolkd not just have ME in it bruhFUCK MA LIEF I HATE IT THEREEEEEUUHHGHH I HATE EVERYTHIGN RIGHT NOW -_- im going to watch. electric dreams again to calm myself down ok. i am yet again thinking about fandroid because for some reaosn his music always seems to return to me while i am miserable. lol

today is day 618 no shinjiro and 589 no makoto