I don't want to

I know in my daily life, I keep doing what I do. Go to school, wait for it to end, go home, try to do something new and it ends. 

Isn't that a waste of time? Just in classes, trying to get a good exam score. for what? better job. You go to your job, waiting for it to end. 9 to 5. Same thing all over again. You don't get anywhere near rich, just all your years wasted. 

I don't want anything. I know good things take time. But it's never guaranteed. I keep feeling hopeless.

I don't want to need money, I dont want it to exist.

I wanted Art School, not some social sciences high school. 

Tbh. In Turkiye some systems rarely make sense. They make us study English +1 more year but there is no language school section. Wow. 

luv you good people.