Friends to Strangers

I’ve got a trip tomorrow. My only friend can’t come.

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That may not seem bad, but I’ll be going with people I used to be friends with whom I no longer am. I’ve been avoided like the plague, they know almost the entire school, so I only have ONE friend.

I’ve already had a meltdown about it and it’s just really exhausting. I should probably make up with them, but some angry petty part of me won’t ever allow that to happen.

The thought of being so close to these people genuinely makes me nauseous and filled with anxious energy. The last trip I threw up, I guess it’ll turn into a tradition lol…