School is wild rn

Alright so I don't have much time cuz I got hw to do but whatever anyways today I kept getting ship with J(I'm call him j kk) and I also like him so that's low-key crazy and I don't even mind it but acting like I dnt like him is sooo hard especially when TEN freaking people found out I like him what. the. hell. how did this even happen I told one person???? that's crazy like I blame Lon (new person slayyy) for this cuz I texted her that I liked him and now she keeps saying to J that I texted her that I like him which I did but really Lon?? you ain't gotta do me like that like what happen to secrettttssss this is why I cant tell anyone anything like this happened last year to what have I doneeeee  this is crazy so I'ma tell you what happens tomorrow cuz I wont be surprised if he finds out I like him and rejects me cuz of my big ahh twentyhead of some shi but I swear if my friends try to make him my valentine I might just cry (jk) but still if more people find out I'ma throw hands bye yall (EDIT: he also talks to me btw uhm and he ignores every time Lon says I like him??)